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| 11:22pm 02/12/2003 |
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i like bitching. about. boys. in. mass media :) Mr. C. is amazing! today is only tuesday. i'm missing math. shucks. today.. diner, sex? hahahahahahaha <3 |
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| when cupid knocks at your door.. you cant ignore me. |
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| 04:13pm 04/11/2003 |
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mood:  uncomfortable music: Love in War-Outkast
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i'm really cold and i'm in a weird mood. i don't understand him at all. would you go out with someone without liking them? it seems like everyday or everytime we hang out it's like "do you like.. blah blah blah" or "you odn't like me anymore do you" and what the hell. it's annoying at times. kinda like.. he just wants to break up so he pisses me off on purpose? or he's just so insecure that he doesn't believe it? i dont' know. whatever it is, it's driving me insane. so yeah, since i've been grounded i stayed after monday and tuesday. joy. i can't believe i'm grounded on a fucking four day weekend. and i'm grounded for real, not just fake grounding that my parents usually do. like "oh you're groudned for a month" and then i can go out the next weekend. >:o how could i have been so stupid. well whatever. it's over. it was a mistake. hmmmm enough for now, even though i haven't updated in forever. byebye <3 |
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| 03:13pm 21/08/2003 |
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i am also friends with courtney :) |
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| today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you |
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| 03:01pm 21/08/2003 |
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mood:  frustrated music: Oasis-Wonderwall
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this week has gone by really slowly. It's only Thursday but it feels like it should be Thrusday next week. Last night was the Structued Chaos/Allstar Otis/Ledgends of the Hidden Temple show. It was at a church and i felt weird being there but whatever. After Structured Chaos played and Ledgends of the Hidden Temple, me dani and Janine walked to rosies and ate fries.. :) haha.. Today is Kristina's sweet 16.. that should be OK but the only people i'm really friends with are Dani and Janine. It'll be fun i guess.
Nicole sucks cock.. haha well i don't think that babies suck cock but oh well.... she just scratched me and i have RED MARKS and she broke the skin.. bitch.. and then she tried writing on me after i JUST showered.. the nerve of her.. yeah well whatever
i'm gonna go be bored while i wait for it to be like.. 5.. byebye |
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| hey now! hey now! this is what dreams are made of! |
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| 03:04pm 13/08/2003 |
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mood:  restless music: What dreams are made of (yeah lizzie mcguire movie!)
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haha i'm watching the lizzie mcguire movie with holly... she skipped to the end just to watch lizzie dance..and sing.. weirdo
yeah well i haven't written in here since before camp. camp was good. i miss everyone, especially marissa :( yeah well.. :) Right now i'm on vacation.. Cape Cod.. hmm i don't like this place, i've been coming here for six years and it just gets boring after so many years to top it all off, i'm sick and my dad is still making me participate in his uh.. "fun activities" yeah, he might take us home early though, Tomorrow :)!!! Holly's humming, she sucks and should stop! haha Snapple Apple + Me = friends hahaha i have no life. well school starts in less than a month i'm definitely not excited about that.. Jonathan Rubell just signed on, he's a cool kid. Miss hanging out with him.. and then signed off.... haha oh well :):) Yeah well, on vacation i saw Freaky Friday good movie... i <3 Chad Michael Murray (with short hair) i think i'm good at rambling! i'm gonna go now.. and uh.. be sick.. BYEBYE :) |
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| 08:39am 20/06/2003 |
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mood:  exhausted music: none.. in computer class..
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just finished my word processing exam. it was super funn.. and yeah. I have English next. oh joy for mrs. whooley. should be easy. Meghan is my idol if she gets me the vocab answers. now I’m bored. there are like… 40 minutes left. today I’m going to rosie’s with Dani, Dani and Janine after school. should be fun except we’re walking there in the rain. haha. yeah… that’s all for now cuase I’m bored. bye |
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| 12:49am 11/05/2003 |
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sometimes i just want to punch people.. in the eye. |
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| 12:42am 11/05/2003 |
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mood:  dorky music: Fastlane.
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last night i had people over, at my dads... i've never actually done that before.. he was really cool about it. haha he was all.. 'so you're having guys over?' and it was ok. if it was my mom she would've like.. cried. :) she's swell though. anyway, so it was me, anna, jason, and tyler. tyler's a cool kid. and so are anna and jason!! yeah.. anyway.. some super cool lady came outside at like.. 10:30 and asked if we could "take things inside" right when they were leaving.. but yeah. she was all gay about it. anyway.. today my dad got me and anna.. TACO BELL!!! i love taco bell. tonight i saw the lizzie mcguire movie with jason anna and liz.. Adam Lamberg is so cute :) holly and her friends are here.. holly looked whore-like but i guess that's normal. i got my pictures of jason/karl/sam propper/drew back.. haha. they're cool.. that's all. bye |
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| 09:58pm 06/04/2003 |
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mood:  uncomfortable music: Cream - Sunshine of your love
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this weekend was.. both good and bad. friday night was sort of fucked up. but whatever.. The Randolph Diner has really good fries :) other than that.. friday pretty much sucked. Friday night me and anna slept at janines which was fun.. Saturday we went to see Phone Booth, good movie :) My mom's friend Gary drove us home.. that was odd.. he's odd.. haha he's a nice guy. My mom bought sushi and i was .. staring at it last night. that was random. Today i went to Chuck E Cheese. i missed that place.. birthday parties there used to be really fun.. some girl took my tickets though and i got mad at her.. inside cause she was like 4 and i didn't want to yell at her. yeah.. i got lots of sprees and cool Chuck E stuff.. :) yeah.. that's about it.
people in randolph suck.. why are they so obsessed with appearance and how they look. which is the same thing but whatever.. i'm just stupid. anyway.. people in randolph just piss me off. enough mindless BABBLING :) c yer |
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| *i'm gonna get freee!* |
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| 10:28pm 01/04/2003 |
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mood:  stressed music: India Arie~Girl From A Video.. ooh old-ish song
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hmmmm! TV SUCKS.. A LOT. I wanted to watch Real World tonight but fucking RCN was like "Jenny wants to watch a show at 10 so at 9:50 i'm going to stop working" and that's the story of my life. even my fucking TV hates me.. What are guys such assholes? how can you love someone and hate them all in such a short time? and if you loved someone so much why would you be rude to them and make them feel unwanted? I think as you grow up, you become an even bigger asshole *cough* dad *cough* anyway.. yeah that's enough complaining. Hey i'm getting good. i've written in here 3 times in 2 days, i think.. not that anyone cares. that's all for now, even though i had more to say. Now that i think about it, i dont' want to tell you. |
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| 11:36pm 31/03/2003 |
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mood:  uncomfortable
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Please just don't play with me My paper heart will bleed This wait for destiny won't do Be with me please I beseach you Simple things, that make you run a-way Catch you if I can
Tears fall, down your face The taste, is something new Something that I know Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.
So bottle up old love, And throw it out to sea, Watch it away as you cry Now a year has past The seasons go
Please just don't play with me My paper heart will bleed This wait for destiny won't do Be with me please I beseach you Simple things, that make you run a-way Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through My lips, are sealed for her My tongue is, Tied to, a dream of being with you To settle for less, is not what I prefer
Summer time, the nights are so long The leaves fall down, and so do I into the arms of a friend Winter nights My bedside is cold, for I am gone And spring blossoms you to me
is it possible to hate someone and like them both at the same time? or to think that you know someone well and then find out you don't know them at all? how about both at the same time? hmm!
well.. i'm going to go see Meredith in the play on Thursday, cause she's just that cool. |
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| why do you do this to me? |
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| 09:46pm 31/03/2003 |
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yep well.. today i went to Anna's after school. Hemp is cool.. (ooh rhyme) I want to go to camp, and I want school to be over. I hate school, it's such a waste of fucking time. i was going to write more but.. why? yeah. i'm done here. goodbye |
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| get your act together we could be just fine! |
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| 10:40pm 18/03/2003 |
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mood:  crushed music: Wannabe~Spice Girls
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well Sarah got the concert tickets today :) even though it's in may. but that's cool. Spring Break is in a month. i can't wait for a break from school. I'm listening to the Spice Girls, god knows why. I haven't updated this journal in a long time. since i had mass media. that was a fun class. :) well, this was fun. enough journal writing for one night. i love you! lizzie mcguire time. yeah disney channel.. |
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| 02:47pm 06/01/2003 |
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i hate mass media. it's the devil |
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| yo bitch |
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| 01:14pm 20/12/2002 |
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i am in mass media with my best friends. i'm a whore. and so is MrC. R.A editing rocks my world. and so Does.. NICK CARLONE. Sandy wants to frenchbraid Steven Fletchers hair! that'd be.. spivey. He's HOT |
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| 08:48am 23/11/2002 |
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mood:  annoyed music: movie
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yeah well.. today i was so wonderfully "KIDNAPPED" at 5 fucking 45 in the morning. god damnit. i hate god damn BOFTY YG shit. :( whatever. that was my morning. woohoo. haha Jay was there.. OH SCORE. and.. Sam :) well... goodbye. |
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| 02:03pm 15/11/2002 |
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Robbie and Sandy are my best friends. they're AWESOME! Mr. Christie is also my best friend! together we have bundles of fun :) c ya |
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| 02:48pm 09/11/2002 |
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mood:  productive music: Now and Then
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new room: 1 wall~ Bright Yellow 3 Walls~ Light Yellow
It's turning out okay. i started painting on Friday morning and i'm going to finish this afternoon.
Yesterday I saw Jason and Josh and Blockbuster when i rented Now and Then. It's my favorite movie :). Well yeah, that's just about it... oh, Devon Sawa is.. HOT! |
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| 04:14pm 04/11/2002 |
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Hm.. Randolph is a shithole. I really think i'm going to end up going to Mendham this year, no one would care... at all. whatever. this fucking journal is a piece of crap too. i don't write in it anymore anyway. er.. this is stupid. |
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| 05:02pm 24/09/2002 |
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mood:  blah music: Dismissed on TV
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hiya. i'm bored. tomorrow is jason's birthday. yippee skippy. i think he might be mad at me for some gay reason. whatever i don't even know. well, school sucks. it's so god damn boring, and people can be mean :(. oh well. my birthday is in 5 days.. *tries to jump for joy* i hate birthdays. :( i'm gonna go now because i've got nothing left to write. bye |
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